Cedwyn paused. Was he letting his disgust and hatred at what he'd seen done to his people and Arne and Valka's drive bloodlust? It could be. Where could he best serve? He was a good knight and battle, to an extent, was his calling, but he was also the King's knight...and the Earl's tenant...
And there were political advantages...
"My Lord. Forgive me. I think I may have let what I've seen get the better of me," he spoke directly to the Earl, "My desire to avenge the evil done to us and others," he gave Arne and Valka a glance, "drove me to a more rash decision."
"Sir Rodric is right. Somehow, God has chosen us for something. We are your knights and tenants. It would be my honor to serve you and the King in an embassy."